timepass very fast this year, in a blink of an eye, 2010 is coming to an end.
today is christmas eve. gonna celebrate it with my family tonight.
but cant really celebrate christmas this year, because of my 'wonderful' work schedule.
was happy intially as i am gonna have off today and get to rest at home.
but there's a saying, all good things will come with bad things.
and i received a message saying i have to be standby and work till 11pm. mygosh.
i was expecting to go home early.

it's only been one week of work and i am dead beat without sufficent rest.
working at sales floor is tiring but enjoyable. as i don't like to do cashier because it is super stress and you will easily make mistake when you get nervous. that's why i ratehr do at sales floor.
but when at sales floor, can say when theres no customer it's really boring, but once customer start coming in, it's neverending work. the record i have was to carry 4 boxes of shoes at once. and have many boxes stacking below the shoes tables. but time passes very fast when you are busy.

work become enjoying when you have caring friends and even supervisors around you to help you. met with new friends and we helped each other along the way. sometimes we even get to go lunch/dinner together and even joke with each other. so work can be tiring yet fun. but i left another 16 more days till my contract ends. and melissa is leaving on the 27th. she been a great help when we are working. :(

but with work, i miss going out with my girlfriends. i miss going out with them. it's been awhile since we actually go out from day to night. cause when they asked me out, is either i am working or i wanna rest. sorry about that girls. but there will be a time when we will all go out together. i miss joking with them, and doing all the nonsense things. its funn and it makes my day bright.

2010 is coming to an end. gonna write a whole list of things happening during these years. so wait up for my last post of 2010 bah. teehee.><

i have not touched this blog for ages alrd.
suddenly have the urge to blog.
been going out this holidays. and i am broke to th max.
chalet was fun. especially on the second night. hahaha
anyway, went on training for monday and tuesday.
it was okay for monday since it was some kind of lecture.
met a girl called valarie. started chatting.
it was hilarious during the training when it comes to group discussions.
plus there's many guides to follow when in the store or at the cashier there.
hope i will be able to absorb.
finished at 5pm and dad send me home.

tuesday, headed down to changi for the trainign again.
we learnt how to do cashier. it was okay bah.
learnt how to float in/float out and change money etc.
had an individual test. and i stumble a lot.
continue to train somemore.
it was boring waiting for everyone to finish.
train and play at the same time.
i made life difficult for a guy called daniel?
he sure does have good memory even i forgot what i say.
training finish at 1pm.
train to tenah merah with valarie and daniel.
then trained to lot one to meet jinglin, then train to city hall.
then went to find hy. went for lunch and slack while waiting for wy.
all i can say, suntec was huge. me and jl were lost several times to find the exit.
met wy, ate dinner and walk around. waiting for hy to finish work.
well, we were like disturbing hy and her bf. and we were so noisy.
had fun yesterday.
gonna start work tomorrow. pray hard.

Ps. Sherlyn, i promise we will go watch movie. but is when we both are free on the same day. haha. and i want my buffet too.
Pss. we were on the same topic for days already. cause you reply my text super slow.

no one will understand me. :(

O'levels has finished!
YAYYYYY!!!

I can party all I want le.
No need to study anymore.

The feeling is just so wierd.\:
that me myself does not know how to describe it.

ADD OIL! :)

Feel like updating my blog all of a sudden.
Been revising abit of my work for this week.
not to say preparing for my execution.
To say i am not prepared for it.
Stressed is the word for me right now.
for a moment, i really thought of giving up.
But, i only can be emotional for 2 mins and nothing more.
i need to buck up.
Need to face reality!
This is my life perhaps!
I am willing to accept it.
YES! I WILL!
Okay. Going to hit my sack.
Tomorrow will be a long day for me!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIQI!!!!!!

HAPPY 16 th BIRTHDAY NAT!

FATE
- Do you believe in fate?

been going back to school for two consecutive weeks. this does not look like a holiday to me. :(
been doing coursework for this week. I am glad i am almost completing it.
Seriously need to try out my dishes this weekend.There's no more time to waste already. 
I am coping myself in the room to study during the weekends.
At least for 2 to 3 hours is enough for a day. 
I am forced myself not to procrastinate further. This habit is seriously killing me.

PS.爱似百汇 almost 杀青. waiting for this show to air. it look a nice show to watch based on the synopsis.

Wishes

許願樹

If you have your own wishing tree, what will you wish for?
>family to be healthy forever?
>for friends?
>love life?
>money? or wealth?
>grades?
etc....

these are all common wishes people wish for.
but i am not, 
my only wish is to let me live each day happily without any regret.
i always thank  God letting me to live by each day.
life is always short, you would not know what happens tomorrow?
nor you know what plan ahead of you?
but all i know is to live my day fruitfully without any regrets.
i don't want to live with any regrets.
so i want to fulfill all my wishes in this year.
i want to live a meaningful 16 years old.
after a lesson learnt, i know what i really wanted.

i know not to be afraid of your weaknesses, as your weakness will be your strength in the near future.
God made you this way, we have to accept.
there is always a reason why we were made into like this.
So dare to face your mistake instead of avoiding them. 
So, i must step up forward to face my weakness, instead of hiding inside your shell like a tortoise when there is any danger.

So, i really want this year to be a meaningful and hope i will be able to fulfill most of my wishes and i don't want o bring any regrets to the next year.

You are just not worth it!

NOT WORTH IT AT ALL! :(

not blogging sice 987654321 years alrd.
i suddenly just lost the mood to blog.
exams are round the corner.
so i would not blog even more.

*look out for my next post bah*

DAMN IT!!!

Mid year are around the corner.
and i haven even started revising.
ohmygosh!
i need to start revising now man!
i want to achieve at least two or three As.
but at this rate i am going, i doubt so.
NO NO NO!
so no more procrastination alrd and,
i wil start revising now. and i am serious!
so i wont be using the com till my mid year ends.
so i wont be posting for quite some time.

UPDATING TOMORROW(:

End Of Term 1

well, today marks the end of term 1.
which means the march holidays are here.
but i am not feeling the holiday mood.
Next week my lots of things planned to be complete
with camps to attend, remedials from mon-thursday.
and not to forget piles of homework, waiting for me to be completed.
and schoolwork for me to revise
thats why, next week is not a holiday but a busy week. 

gotten back my CA1 report slip. statisfied and unstatisfied with a few subjects.
Well, it's time to pull up my socks and strive to work harder for my Os.
So, i guess i would not able to blog so often as i a going to study all my weaker subjects.

thats all.
Nightiies.

HAVE YOU EVER WONDERED???

Have you ever wondered that our lifes are short?
Did you ever treasure your life alot?
Ever treasure your friends, family around you?
Life is unpredictable,
you will never know what tomorrow gotten in place for you?
Losing a friend? or gaining a friend?
I know the feeling of losing a friend and the feeling of gaining a friends.
It's both different feeling. Sad and Happy
Just think of the wonderful memories we had with all our friends?
Isn't it wonderful and happy memories that is always be stored in your heart and mind?
Losing a friend does not meant its end of the world.
It just that we have not met our true friends yet or is we did not see it.
But i know that for now, i must treasure all my friendship that i have.
I do not want to lose a single friend as the feeling of losing a friend is horrible.
I want to remember all the beautiful memories to be stored a special place in my heart.
So let's live our life to the fullest and may everyday be a wonderful memories. (:

"These things I will remember
 as i pout out my soul
 how i would lead the rejoicing crowd
 into the house of God
 amid cause of gladness and thanksgiving,
 the throng wild with joy."

-Quote from Psalm 42

"PREPARING FOR THE FUTURE"

This was the theme for this year sec 4 camp.
i am back from the 3D2N camp @ SDC from the 3rd to 5th of March.

3rd March 2010

- Went to NP for our first programme, had talks at there.
- Went to explore the FMS course there, it sounded fun. (:
- headed back to SDC.
- pitched tents and we went for our lunch.
- Had talk from SP and MI. i kinda fell asleep during the talk at SP :(
- We had our interclass games. It was fun(:
- Bathing time
-Dinner
- Had workshop on studying skills.
- Supper and sleep time.

4th March

- Woke up abt 0645.
- wash up and went for breakfast.
- continued talk on resume writing.
- watch 3D show on Ocean Wild
- I watched the front and end part.
- As i fell asleep in between.
- went to army museum.
- watched 4D army show. niceee~
- lunch.
- bus tour and PEG tour.
- SAF talk
- Free time
-Bathe and dinner.
- Career talks( TWG and California Fitness)
- Supper and Lights off.

5th March
- Woke up at 0645
- wash up and headed for breakfast
- had interview and etiquette by ms phay.
- it was really useful for interviews next time.
- went back to pitch out our tents and area cleaning.
- had photo taking and headed back to school.

it was the last year having camp as a whole level.
i am sure gonna miss it.
Thanks all the teachers who planned so hard for it,
though we had made you all upset for some reasons,
but nevertheless, thanks for making this camp happen. (:

Happy Birthday Grandma!!

loves loves loves.

hey all.
so long did not post alrd.
well,

COF retreat was awesome!
Feeling getting to know each other better than before.
the sense of uneasiness starts to fade alrd.
and i feeling i was welcoming into the family.
we had the retreat for 3D2N.
but me and nat did not go for the first night.
and i ps-ing sherlyn. sorry mah :(
we watched the passion of the christ.
it was devastating to watch it.
seeing HIM suffering just because of our sins.
But i did not cry. just feel very sad.
and i have to use the pillow to cover from the scenes many times.
it was too sad to use.
it ended at 11+ and we went for 12.30 mass together and we parted ways.

School was okay for me.
but the problem is there's too much of homeworks and tests for me.
But it's for our own good too.
but there's too much homework to cope.

Level camps and Parish camps is coming out.
Maybe looking and not looking forward to it.
But level camps is a study camp. LOL.
oh well, hope it will be a fun one overall.

Bye guys,
posting next time.

"Father, forgive them, they do not know what they all doing."

FREAK!!!

finally it sat. at least for now, i could get some free time.
everyday had tons of hoemwork waiting for me to complete them.
is never ending.
tests every week, and i am really studying very hard for it.
so fast its the 3rd week of school already.
and i am already so stressed.
need to relax myself again i guess.
been studying back late for thurs and fri to do homework.

changed sittin arrangement again. but i stayed in my same old place.
but is i moved to the middle of jinglin + wenyi.
LOL.

nothing to post alrd.
update the next time

"如果能抓一百隻飛機，就能許下一個願望，我希望我們永遠是好朋友。"

Its been so long since i last posted.
been busy on school works etc.
been going home eartly these few days as mom wants me to go home early and study.
so cant spend much time with girlfriends all that. :( :(
and its the second week of school and having extra classes and piles of homework until theres no time to rest.
plus dance night last wednesday was great!
lessons were pretty okay to me and able to understnad some only. well not all of it,
i really going to buck up my work!
also plus having my PA in church from 2.30 to 4.30,its going to burn up my sundays afternoon already.
theres no rest for these two weeks and i am exhausted already.
theres three test in a row and i now need to revise on the subjects.
will post next time when i am free bah.
byebye

THE YEAR OF 2009

its the end of 2009 alrd.
how times flies.
and now i am in sec 4 alrd and preparing for my O' LEVELS.
i can say 2009 is my best year so far.
had happy times and not happy times.
happy times with friends and families.
not happy time with my school work and small arguments but is rarely.
i will always remember the happy times of 2009 somewhere at the bottom of y heart.
and i met new friends online and even outside, church and schools.

and i experienced some "first times" in this year.
first time able to ton at my friends house
first time able to come home abit later(some times)
first time able to stay out till late( special occasions)

although this year for my studies have some up and downs
but i managed to reach my targets for my subjects int he final year
rememeber in the beginning of the year,i score rather badly for my combined humanities and just passed my maths
and my results were not met my parents expectations.
although they never said it out but i know they are rather upset.
and i wokred extra hard although i been lazy at times.
i promised myself to achieved better results and i managed to do it.
although one or two subjects disspapointed them but i improved.
and i promised to work the extra mile of my o'lvls this year and i wante to achieve my targets and to do my parents proud.

and i always miss class 3/3.
remember in the beginning of the year, we were not as close
but we bonded after awhile
now some got seperated from us.
miss the times happen in school.
happy, sad, angry and everythings.

2009 our girlfriends friendship have become stronger.
really happy with you guys.
all the laughters,joking, crazy stuffs and hanging out with all of you.
examples, celebrating each other birthdays, doing things together, overcoming obstacles etc.
having alot of happy memories to remember in my mind.

i also have learnt alot of things in 2009.
example: trusting in others and GOD too.but we have to work extra hard.
i also have learnt that hard work really actually paid off. eg. in studies.
if we put in more hard work then others, our efforts would have paid off.

Although one year which is 365 days may seem long, but in 365 days many things could have happen. daring the things you never have thought of doing before.
each day is filled with joys and problems too. and overcoming each problem lies ahead of us, seeing friends come and go, motivating one another etc.

its the beginning of the new year, which brings a new chapter to our life.
its time to forget all the msierable stuff in 2009. and start afresh with this new year. we should not leave any regrets in 2009 and bring it to 2010.

In this 12 months, 365 days, 52 weeks, 8 765.81277 hours, 31 556 926 seconds, i want to achieve good grades and be more semsible and independent. and to experience new things ahead.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR
yesterday meet wenyi, jinglin and huiying at lot.
i was last minute since dad did not want to see fireworks.
went up to food court and do sandra and joeslyn present.
went to roof gardern to do, but in the end do at the staircase there.
10.20 or so, huiying left for her prayers:(
we then took 302 to sandra and joeslyn house.
we go their house countdown.
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IT's 12am. send message and the could not send out.-.-
playyed with poppers and sparklers.
wenyi and jinglin shouted happy new year to outsiders.LOL
tommy called wenyi and we shouted happy new year to him.
keep on calling people saying happy new year to them.
the only reply got was:"i cant hear what you saying"
watched aunty lucy the show. very ncie the show.
parents called saying they coming pick me up.
they said who got go back.
i replied:" all tonning at their house"
then mom asked you want to stay ah? then she asked dad.
dad allowed! yes! can ton overnight.
called mac to order.
and thanks sandra and joeslyns' daddy and auntie for the macdonald.
went down with wenyi to buy ice cream soda
it came at 3 plus.ate.
wenyi become high and started dancing 爱的抱抱 and sorry sorry sorry.
LOL!
4 plus started playng indian poker first.followed by heart attack
loser need to drink the vodka mix with ice cream soda.
and it taste horrible.
wenyi was the first to get drunk and she keep on laughing.
after awhile, my whole body started to have red patches.
and i think i half drunk also bah.
and i also dunno what i saying. hahahaha..
ended at 6 plus. acc wenyi to toliet two times as she wanted to vomit.
i vomitted once too.
went to sandra and joeslyns' room to watch movie.
watched abit of the house bunny and i fell asleep.
woke up at 8 plus, watched abit of the the movie currently playing. about 9 went back home.
reached home about 9.50 like that.
on com, watched video, breakfast, bathe, went to buy lunch,and i slept after lunch till dinenr time.
went to jurong point to shop.
home sweet home and now posting.