>How are you feeling now???

I am feeling very bad. As i am sick. roar~ the whole day had a bad headache and could not do anything. last week, jiejie came to our house and stay from thursday to saturday. Clarice came along too. everytime will play with her. keep her entertained ma. but times passes very fast bah. sunday, did not go for cathetiscm as was not feeling too good. stomach was very pain.. zean cathetiscts called up said next week is communication. cool~ went to jiejie there to pass her things. do all my homework and played computer. had a slight headache and sorethroat in the night. well today, sore throat and headache got worse. normal lesson and after school went straight back home. dad made me one drink which after i drank i nearly vomit. yucks! very uncomfortable at that time. done maths homewrok and revise for 2moro test(maybe). went to see doctor after dinner. medicine and mc. but i am still going to school for sure. went to yew tee, as mum had not had dinner yett. watched the 9pm show there. hehe. went home and did somerevsion. asked brother questions and i finally understand. about 50% prepared. cannot be too confident mah. on com and now posting.

long time never post already as there's no time to post. holidays is not good. piles of homework is left undone. gonna chiong tomorrow as today i have no mood to do already. whole day doing social studies but i haven complete it yet. gonna do in the morning. wait for my next post bah.

i just feel that i am very useless. there's nothing i could no right. everythin would mess up in my hands. i know i am stupid but there is nothing could change me.so there's i no need to scold me right? now my tears is falling. i wish that i can become smarter and there's no need to rely on others. i am always putting on a brave front. but behind i am crying. these time,, my tears just roll down like waterfall.

BORING DAY AHEAD!!!!!

today went for catetiscim and followed by mt. then ss. gotten back my progress report. i flunk my english.F9. wthhhh~ nvr fail english in my whole life before lah. recess did not go to canteen. had history last period. dad picked me up from school as got something on. at night, tuition. finished maths homework and chinese homework. but left lots more. siann. tomorrow had to go for the library thingy which is very reluctant of going. also meeting with girlfriends tomorrow. yay! gonna do finish my homework and ask parents about the class outing hope they will let me ton outside.

The cure for boredom is curiosity.

There is no cure for curiosity.

TIRED AND SLEEPY!!!!

lessons were as per normal. nothing much to talk about. had history, geography, english, chineses, maths and rme. after school had extra maths remedial. things happened at there. slack at joeslyn class while waiting left abt 4+ nearly 5. tok bus67 and headed down to lot one. had kfc for lunch. crapped and joked at there. left about 6pm. bused home with jinglin and i press the wrong stop. LOL. on the way, tuition teacher told me she couldn't make it and changed to tomorrow. waited for mum and headed back home together. did all my homework and arrange file. went to sunshine place to eat dessert and to buy things. reached home at 10.20pm. packed bag and online.

Love looks not with the eyes,

but with the mind.

today nothing special. normal lessons and so on. i hate wednesday the most cause got cca. siann..its so boring at there. slack at there but got do some work. got back my history paper. PASSED! tomorrow need help out for the library. need to scarifice our recess. somemore heard that we need to go to national library at woodlands there on sat. cannot sleep in already le. and holidays is coming soon. yipee! after cca, went to study area to find wenyi hey all and headed to canteen to eat. ate some fruits while some ate cup noodles. accompany huiying to wait for her bus and took 184 and changed to 975 to go to lot one. bought sweets at popular. reached home at 7.20pm. after awhilewent boonlay there as dad wanna buy something. went back o lot one to have kfc for my dinner. then go back home and online. post till here. byebye.

Dreams come true.

Without that possibility,

nature would not incite us to have them.

school were as usual. but my body is aching. and i dont know why. lessons were as per normal. home after school. dad picked me up again. ate lunch and finished my homework. i got banned from going out till my mom see my grades improve. less time to spend with girlfriends all that.maybe can go out during holidays if mom let. gonna study during holidays. well, not almost everyday lah. today is such a miracle lor, i paid attention i class and i understood what teacher said. i not i m daydreaming most of the time. hehe. parents all not at home. and tuition changed to thursday. BOREDOM! post till here bah. gonna go to brother's room and print my camp journal. and edit my playlists. byebye

To fear love is to fear life,

and those who fear life are already three parts dead.

today nothing as usual. maths today have a hard time catching up with teacher.gotten back my ss test paper. 19/24. passed! have f&n after that. i got 73 for my ca1. goodgood! recess, then english. sian need go correction need hand in tomorrow. chinese managed to keep awake even though my eyes keep closing. waited for nana to pass me my maths paper. mum& dad came pick me up. something happened but i do not want say. lunched and did all my homework till 4.00.watched tv and managed to watch finish my vcd. have dinner and went out. came back at 9.30. played comp and now posting. so boring online. noting to post le. byebye

Men are born to succeed, not fail