Monday, January 31

It's been raining since Saturday Night and did not stop till today's afternoon.
Raining days for me is happy days.
Seeing the raining outside of my windows helps me to forget all of my troubles.
like me be peaceful and help to sort out my thinkings.
So i like raining days.

Chinese New Year is coming real soon. I am so looking forward to it.
I want to get my angbao sooooooonnnnnn~
hahahhahaa.
how nice i could spend my holidays overseas.
i want to experience this feeling.
even not getting any money, i don't mind too. :D

Also, i am going to NanYang Poly, Marketing.
Hope i will be able to make new friends and make my poly life be happy. :D
I have lost the feeling of crying, laughing.
just like i am numb to all these feelings.
I no longer know what's the feeling of crying and laughing wholeheartedly.
I just feel that i am living in my own world.
I could not hear all the voices around me.
It's just feel i am not being me anymore. a completely different feeling.
Just like my heart, soul and mind are not in contact and have been seperated.
Maybe i need a little time to find back myself and be ME again.
So that i could be a freely me, and a happy ME.

Tuesday, January 11

RESULTS!!!!

Results were out yesterday at 2pm. i was really scared, i was not being able to do well, since i did not put alot of effort for my o's. I was so scared for the whole morning because of my result and was not at my best mood when i went back to robinsons. When i reach school, we started queueing and went into the hall, Mr Keh started off with a prayer and they announced the results. We did a huge improvement than last years. and there 93.3% pass for our maths. Soon he announced all of it and we were supposed to collect our results. I was the fourth and when i gotten my results and i was so afraid to open it.


But the paper fly and i saw my results, i was so happy that i passed my english as i always get F9 during my whole secondary 4 year. I did not expect to get 15 points for my o'level. I was overwhelmed. i did not make my parents disappointed. Choosen the course i want and bro ask me to submit it as asap.


Now, mum owed me 100 dollars and bro owe me 50 dollars. Sis owe me a meal. I must remind them.

3 weeks past so fast

i have finally finish my job at robinsons already. three weeks pass my fast for me. i still remember on the first day when i just came for work, i only know valarie. but after that we mix with lots of new people and have new friends. met with new people like jess, shiyu and farah. they are all awesome people. and we help with each other along the way. we soon become friends. Because working at the lasies shoes sections, i have met with great supervisor ,senior staff, promoters and they are very helpful and friendly too. Makes me soon be in their big family. Although we make mistakes at the till or the floor, they will always teach us the dos and don'ts. We soon know about it and will always try not to make the same mistakes ever again.

I always remember the first day i start work, i was doing sales. It's my first time doing and i do not know how to approach customers and where the storerooms for different shoes were. I always have to ask the staff where is it. Even most funny is i do not know how to pack the shoes in the correct way. But as days goes by, i become more experienced with it and could find the boxes faster.

Doing sales and dooing cashier is a complete different feeling, doing cashier we must be really careful of the money and i make a lot of mistakes because of it. I was super scared of doing cashier at that time since it was the sales period and many people came to do their christmas shopping so there were many people. i was frightened to my wits end. I was scolded by customer too for being too slow and accused of keying two times. Lucky the manager was there and explained to her. It was not my fault. But i was scared to do cashier from then on and move on to do sales.

Sales was much better when there were many people to keep you busy. but it can be hectic too.doing sales time there were so much people till you can forget which size is which and end up getting the different sizes. but when there were no customers, time pass slow. but with friends around you, time will eventually pass by quickly. when doing sales, met with different group of people like hanisah, novia, and the "guntu" guy, and other promoters. they are all nice people. Along the way, made friends with a promoter from GUESS. We started smiling at each other first and started talking when she came to the cashier to bring the bag to the customers.

I really love my this job and would not forget all the people who helped me before. LOVE