>How are you feeling now???

I am feeling very bad. As i am sick. roar~ the whole day had a bad headache and could not do anything. last week, jiejie came to our house and stay from thursday to saturday. Clarice came along too. everytime will play with her. keep her entertained ma. but times passes very fast bah. sunday, did not go for cathetiscm as was not feeling too good. stomach was very pain.. zean cathetiscts called up said next week is communication. cool~ went to jiejie there to pass her things. do all my homework and played computer. had a slight headache and sorethroat in the night. well today, sore throat and headache got worse. normal lesson and after school went straight back home. dad made me one drink which after i drank i nearly vomit. yucks! very uncomfortable at that time. done maths homewrok and revise for 2moro test(maybe). went to see doctor after dinner. medicine and mc. but i am still going to school for sure. went to yew tee, as mum had not had dinner yett. watched the 9pm show there. hehe. went home and did somerevsion. asked brother questions and i finally understand. about 50% prepared. cannot be too confident mah. on com and now posting.

long time never post already as there's no time to post. holidays is not good. piles of homework is left undone. gonna chiong tomorrow as today i have no mood to do already. whole day doing social studies but i haven complete it yet. gonna do in the morning. wait for my next post bah.

i just feel that i am very useless. there's nothing i could no right. everythin would mess up in my hands. i know i am stupid but there is nothing could change me.so there's i no need to scold me right? now my tears is falling. i wish that i can become smarter and there's no need to rely on others. i am always putting on a brave front. but behind i am crying. these time,, my tears just roll down like waterfall.

BORING DAY AHEAD!!!!!

today went for catetiscim and followed by mt. then ss. gotten back my progress report. i flunk my english.F9. wthhhh~ nvr fail english in my whole life before lah. recess did not go to canteen. had history last period. dad picked me up from school as got something on. at night, tuition. finished maths homework and chinese homework. but left lots more. siann. tomorrow had to go for the library thingy which is very reluctant of going. also meeting with girlfriends tomorrow. yay! gonna do finish my homework and ask parents about the class outing hope they will let me ton outside.

The cure for boredom is curiosity.

There is no cure for curiosity.

TIRED AND SLEEPY!!!!

lessons were as per normal. nothing much to talk about. had history, geography, english, chineses, maths and rme. after school had extra maths remedial. things happened at there. slack at joeslyn class while waiting left abt 4+ nearly 5. tok bus67 and headed down to lot one. had kfc for lunch. crapped and joked at there. left about 6pm. bused home with jinglin and i press the wrong stop. LOL. on the way, tuition teacher told me she couldn't make it and changed to tomorrow. waited for mum and headed back home together. did all my homework and arrange file. went to sunshine place to eat dessert and to buy things. reached home at 10.20pm. packed bag and online.

Love looks not with the eyes,

but with the mind.

today nothing special. normal lessons and so on. i hate wednesday the most cause got cca. siann..its so boring at there. slack at there but got do some work. got back my history paper. PASSED! tomorrow need help out for the library. need to scarifice our recess. somemore heard that we need to go to national library at woodlands there on sat. cannot sleep in already le. and holidays is coming soon. yipee! after cca, went to study area to find wenyi hey all and headed to canteen to eat. ate some fruits while some ate cup noodles. accompany huiying to wait for her bus and took 184 and changed to 975 to go to lot one. bought sweets at popular. reached home at 7.20pm. after awhilewent boonlay there as dad wanna buy something. went back o lot one to have kfc for my dinner. then go back home and online. post till here. byebye.

Dreams come true.

Without that possibility,

nature would not incite us to have them.

school were as usual. but my body is aching. and i dont know why. lessons were as per normal. home after school. dad picked me up again. ate lunch and finished my homework. i got banned from going out till my mom see my grades improve. less time to spend with girlfriends all that.maybe can go out during holidays if mom let. gonna study during holidays. well, not almost everyday lah. today is such a miracle lor, i paid attention i class and i understood what teacher said. i not i m daydreaming most of the time. hehe. parents all not at home. and tuition changed to thursday. BOREDOM! post till here bah. gonna go to brother's room and print my camp journal. and edit my playlists. byebye

To fear love is to fear life,

and those who fear life are already three parts dead.

today nothing as usual. maths today have a hard time catching up with teacher.gotten back my ss test paper. 19/24. passed! have f&n after that. i got 73 for my ca1. goodgood! recess, then english. sian need go correction need hand in tomorrow. chinese managed to keep awake even though my eyes keep closing. waited for nana to pass me my maths paper. mum& dad came pick me up. something happened but i do not want say. lunched and did all my homework till 4.00.watched tv and managed to watch finish my vcd. have dinner and went out. came back at 9.30. played comp and now posting. so boring online. noting to post le. byebye

Men are born to succeed, not fail

back to posting~

managed to drag myself out of my cosy bed at 8.3oam. bathe and headed to church. sms nana on the wa. she leave house at 9.50 while i just reached church. met up with nathaynia and we went in as it is already late. and nana is late too. we went into our group and met up with my group members. had fun playing while waiting for class to start. we nvr sit in our group and our cathetisct shermaine is teaching us today. we learn about faith. had group sharing and headed off to mass. sat with nathaynia, nana, and sherlyn. chat while waiting for mass to start.after mass, went back to hall to continue the lesson. had journal writing and cathetisct shermaine refelct us. close our eyes and think whether god has come into our life before. my answer is yes. god has come into my life before. start to remember some incidents taken place in my life. sad, angry, with friends and family. God has really helped me. started to write my journal and class had ended. slack with nat and nana at canteen while waiting for dad and mum. dad and mum came soon after and went to lot one pizza hut to have our lunch. and went to shop around. went leaving sandra message me saying saw my dad. but i never saw dao her. went home and did my homework. and watched vcd. cried while watching but it is really very sad. watched it later again but need to finish my homework first.

post till here bah. byebye

Life is just a mirror,

and what you see out there,

you must first see inside of you.

I AM BACK FROM CAMP LE~

kinda fun for some while some is so ..... (dunno how say)

1st day-4 March Wednesday
woke up at 5.50am. bathe and gotten ready.sadly saying i am not excited about the camp. i just dunno why. have a feeling this camp will not be as fun as i except it will be. dad send me to school. dropped me off at the sch bus stop to meet friends.my bag is so damn BIG. normal morning assembly and waited for our turn to board the bus. about 8+ we board the bus. reached at sarimbun camp?(dunno how spell). slack slack slack there. we pitched our tents. in the same tent with sandra, wenyi, nathaynia, huiying, liqi, may, kimberly. had our lunch after 2 hrs of pitching tent. went for our first activity(kayaking and race against time. well, pair up with liqi during kayaking. something happen and so damn embarrassed. but we had to stand up on our boat and hold hands. went for the race against time after that. during this game, we had to step on numbers, and our feet could not step the groundif not had to restart. but we managed to completed it without touching the ground on our second attempt. we also had to climb through the walls. go under the bar amd all that. the most disgusting is when we had to do leopard crawl on a pool of mud. well, our whole body must go onto the mud. i felt so digusting when playing. my whole body is covered wih mud and is so disgusting the feeling. somemore they splashed mud on me. whole hand and leg got mud. OMG! washed ourselves up. and we are drenched from head to toe. went for dinner and it rain soon after. during dinner, did not feel too good and touched my forehead. OMG! i had fever. went to changed to a new sets of clothes and ms linna bought me to the sickbay. took temperature 37.7. drank one whole glss of water. liqi came in with instuctor after that. lol. saying liqi feel got fever took temperature again and it went down to 37.3 left with liqi and instructor. proceed to our next venue. sing songs for campfire and we played a night activity.we had to blindfold ourselves and walked. friends all behing and we hold onto each others. after that, went to take our shower and went for debrief and headed to our tent and went to sleep.

2nd day- 5 March Thursday
woke up at 5+ and went to brush teeth. must be weird to wake up so early right? actually we mistook it as 6.30. lol. well, went back to sleep after brushing. woke up at 6+ after that. brish teth for the second time. had to assemble and we went back to our tent and changed. went our breakfast. and headed for our first activity. sarimbun challenge. we had to walk through the forest trail, so many mosquitoes and ants. got bitten so many. headed back to camp. planned for campfire an had our outdoor cooking. after that we went to play high element. played flying fox first. so funnn~ went to play the broken bridge. saw people go up and felt scared. dare not to play at first and after that decided to go for a try. so damn scary when going up. managed to complete it. but hen waling i feel like i am dropping. it so scary. somemore need to walk back to the centre and fall back as mrs steven is coming down. it so scary. came down my legs is wobbly as jelly. went to pratisced for campfire and went for our team building. went back to our tents get our showing things and went to assemble. went for shower after that. had our dinner and soon after is the camp fire. was shouting. it rain after that. had it haven ended yett. went to take shelter. rest all were sleeping. went to sleep for awhile but could not sleep. cause of the big basket there. chatted with hanqiang. after that instructor brought the girls to the dorm to sleep. it is so cold. slept with jagnita and one more girl.

3rd day- 6 March Friday
woke up at 7. headed back to tent and brushed teeth and packed bags. brought to the campfire pit to put our bags. had our breakfast and we went to do our mass cleaning. other classes keep coming and make dirty. clean until we so irritated. decided to gossip with friends. instructor jason oso join in. then went ot assemble, and had debrief. collected our things and our class tshirt and took class photo with our instuctors. went back to school and called dad to fetch me. went backed home, bathed and went out to have lunch with mom. reached home, watch tv and slept. woke up at 7. went out and borrowed vcd to atch. i love korean dramas. hahaha. went to play com at 12+ till 3am. and headed for bed.

7 Mach Saturday
woke up at 12+. saw dad making aloe vera drnk. he gave me a piece of aloe vera to rubbed on my skin so cooling. went to bathe adn picked up mummy. had lunch, on computer. and come here posting. later going to church and have dinner with jiejie they.

finished posting. pictures will be uploaded later.
byebye

Friendship make prosperity more shining,

and lessens adversity by dividing and sharing it.

GOING TO CAMP FROM 4-6 MARCH!!!!