the feeling of lonely and boredem

back from open house today.
ii am so tired. but not gonna sleep yett.
ppl will think ii am werid.
but ii just cant get to sleep while on my bed.
even though my eyes are closing, my eyelids are heavy,
the moment ii am on my bed, ii am wide awake.
what a weird person am i?

now only left me and grandma at home.
and ii have this feeling of lonely and boredem.
the house is always feels so quiet specially at night.
everyone will hide in their own rooms and grandma would be outside watching tv.
there is no life at home during the night.

ii will say about the open hse bah.
today reach school at 8.26am.
when we were suppose to reach at 8.30,
teacher came late.
started preparing thingy.
then ms wai ask us help them arrange chairs.
puppet show my voice always cant be heard. *sorry*
maybe ii cant shout bah. idk.
do until 3pm then we roam arnd.
left sch at about 4pm?
took 67 to lot one and we went on our seperate ways.
jinglin, wenyi, huiying went to had their lunch,
jag went home,
while ii went to buy bbt for bro and sis.
ii had diffculty getting things from my bag aft buying.
took 300. reached home arnd 4.50-4.55 pm??
rest awhile then bathe
jie de fren came.
dinner time, we were saying about old school days.
really had laughters throughout the dinner.
then played com all dat.
jie now went home le.
and the house is empty.
tomorrow going out? ii dunno.

well nothing to post alrd.
am i looking forward to bhristmas or not??
the feeling is weird de.
half of me is looking forward,
while the other half of me is not.
ii dunno myself.

ii going to end my post alrd.
post next time bah.

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