long time never post already as there's no time to post. holidays is not good. piles of homework is left undone. gonna chiong tomorrow as today i have no mood to do already. whole day doing social studies but i haven complete it yet. gonna do in the morning. wait for my next post bah.

i just feel that i am very useless. there's nothing i could no right. everythin would mess up in my hands. i know i am stupid but there is nothing could change me.so there's i no need to scold me right? now my tears is falling. i wish that i can become smarter and there's no need to rely on others. i am always putting on a brave front. but behind i am crying. these time,, my tears just roll down like waterfall.